A light in the dark

Just when I thought I had a bad start to my day. My nasi was almost hangus (not because I don't know how to cook nasi but because I forgot to check on it while I was outside). And then my supposed to be half-boiled egg for breakfast didn't turn out to be the way I wanted it to be. It turned out to be fully boiled instead. So instead of having half-boiled, I had fully-boiled egg for breakfast. And I thought to myself while peeling the egg shell, "baru jua pagi..."

And then my phone rang. The screen showed number I'm not familiar with. Answered the phone and boy, I was speechless after I hung up. I can't describe in words what I was feeling right then. I was happy, scared, thankful, nervous, excited at the same time. It all mixed up together. It was like when I saw a person who I had a crush on. That feeling of seeing that one person you like and you then would get all cold and hot inside. It was like that.

Despite the mixed feeling, praises be to the One Who is The Most High, The Most Powerful. He makes the Most of Excellent Decisions. Whatever it is that He has given me or will give me, I believe it is for my best.

Salaams xxx

PS: You know that phrase "good things come to people who patiently wait", well guess what? It's true. Patient and not giving up are crucial ingredients to success. You need to have both. Not just one. I know sometimes it's just so hard to remain patient and not give up. When things just go all wrong, and there are all too much for you to take. You feeling all hopeless and unworthy. That is when you need to be EXTRA strong, try EXTRA more, and pray EXTRA hard. Just never lose hope. Allah is always there. Always close. Have faith in Him, and smile (:

Farewell 23!

In the end of the day, those who matter most to me are always those who would still love me the best even when I am at my very worst. They are those who would never give up on me even when I feel like giving up on myself. They are those who would shower me with words of encouragement when I am weak. They are those who would tell me "everything will be okay" when things are not okay. They are those who would still care for me even when I tell them to go away. They are those whom I loved with all my heart. They are my precious two, beloved annoying siblings, family and true friends. I am everything I am today because they loved me.

Above all those, praises be to the One who gives me this life. My fragile heart beats because of Him. He who gives me my precious two, my family and friends. He who gives me everything that I need. Alhamdullilah thumma alhamdullilah. I am not even a tiny piece of dust without Him. I belong to Him and only to Him I shall return.

23 has changed me. Alhamdullilah. It is time to say goodbye to 23 now!

Here is to 24!

Salaams :) xxx

Funny people

Matluthfi makes me smile! :)
I love anything that can make me smile.
Hence I love matluthfi. **eh?**
(Okay, I know my conclusion does not follow my reason. A fallacy detected)
Nonetheless, I still think he is a genius.
May he continue to make awesome meaningful videos.
And may Allah SWT bless him for always.

This is my very own personal favourite from him (for now at least). Excellent video. Honest, true, funny. The message is there. Clear and simple to follow. And boy, he sure has a real sense of humour.



"Dulu masa kecik kecik, bila tengok ceta ceta cinta kan... mak saya akan tanya; nanti besar nak kahwin ngan sapa? saya akan jawab; nak kahwin ngan mama." "wawawa... masa tu memang tak matang."

Big Lol.

Salaams :)

You smile, I smile :)

When you smile from the heart, your eyes will smile too :)

TRY.

Salaams :) xxx

Redha Mu adalah segalanya

"Takkan kau rasai indahnya cinta; andai tiada cinta buat Yang Esa"

Deep.

I just finished reading one lengthy article on love/couple/boyfriends/girlfriends. Thought I'd just give it a screen through. The length of the article was a turn off initially. But I ended up reading each and every single word written. The length was no longer an issue. The article mentioned a few verses from the Quran. One of them is 33:35 :') By the time I finished the article, I was in tears. InsyaAllah, I was being teary in a good kind of way. Aamiin. Selamat malam. Mudahan diri kitani semua sentiasa dekat dengan Allah SWT; dekat yang sebenar-benar dekat. Aamiin. Salaams xxx

That thing called HOPE, don't lose it!

"DO NOT ever lose hope in the mercy of Allah SWT. Keep making dua even if you go through your WHOLE life like that" - M. Alshareef

Terjatuh, tersungkur, tergugur, terkalah... inda apa. It is not the end of anything. Yang penting you have to bangkit semula, diri semula. It will be the end of everything if you stop trying. Keep the hope alive, do not stop making dua. Think well of Allah SWT, insyaAllah, everything will be well. Aamiin.

Tabahkan hati, kuatkan semangat :) I'm off to zZZzz (yes, at this hour. Cos I had probably less than 5 hours of sleep last night. Paying off the sleep debt now :P). Salaams.

:)

3 days ago (29/04) in London, Prince William married Kate Middleton.
Yesterday (01/05) in Pakistan, Osama bin Laden was declared dead.
Today (02/05), right now (2348 hours) in Brunei, I am still breathing :)

It is a one complicated temporary world. One thing happens after another. Apa apa pun, Alhamdullilah for everything.

Salaams sayang xxx